Thread:WakaFromStarAnis/@comment-28486990-20160812161831/@comment-25026534-20160813130454

Umhm, I would never tell Mary that I'm sick of life Just be being by her side doesn't allow me to even think about it... She always was the closest person to me who always understood me ... She was kind of person who won't give up till the end She had lots of energy and was able to do anything Yes, I admin PIA changed me to a more softer and kinder person (and I'm not really happy about it actually) When I joined I thought that I need to act at least nice to people. But if you act toomuch you'll end up become like this for real *sigh*(Perfect example is my old friend. He was a boy who loved joking and always acted like he's a psycho. After 2 years he completely became a psycho. His mother was really insane and yelled at us, his close friends like "Who have done this to him?!?!?!" Mary turned to her and said "You become what you do"(I'm not really sure how to translate this phrase from Russian to keep the wordplay and ironical side of this XD) after that we have never seen his mother and I've heard that that boy didn't manage to heal up) Well, I know that life isn't a fairytale and I have to grow up from being a dumbo? I also know that people have problems too ...? I'm not depressed now. I suppose my state is called "Melancholy" Even if I act like I know much about life and have more expirience then most people here(well, it's probably half right thought *sweatdrop*) I still don't know much and even if I speak long speeches they're mostly meaningless Friends & love are nice but sometimes these are just illusions people come up with to don't feel so lonely(I'm not talking about myself or any people from PIA). Lonelyness can do scary things Many people on this wiki are actually realy unsocial (ahem, pardon me but I'm one of the most social people here... I have a job, bunch of friends and I'm not sitting inside for 24/7). yet this place has unusual atmosphere for a place of unsocial people gathering (*cough* Mostly no despair and rants and suicide *cough*) Lol is sounds like sarcasm but yeah this wiki is extremly happy imao... I have see many groups of people were people are absolutely insane about their small problems irl This wiki remind me of anime Unhappy(Anne Happy/An Happy/Unhappy-Go-Lucky!) where people are really unlucky in certain ways yet they live really hilarious and fun everyday life (witch is even better then normal peoples xD) But no matter how much I would want to stay I have an unmentioned reasons to leave xD I may actually go on long hiatus like coming once in week maybe? Well, idk -w-