Thread:Ivanly912/@comment-6429245-20160606133727/@comment-26365532-20160606135927

StarMiya, I do not wanna start something else with you, but like I said in the thread, it was 100% truth about how I felt about the current situation. I'm pretty sure I stated "No one is helping, not even me" which means I know that I butted in, and that I'm not helping either.

You know what happens when I point out someone on their walls? Next minute people join in saying their own opinions, so what's the point since it basically turns into a forum thread on a message wall? You've joined in yourself, so you know what I mean. It avoids the person who owns the wall from getting 10000 notifications. I know they can just unfollow the thread, but some people prefer not to have conversations they don't wanna get involved in on their wall. (This comes from personal experience, just saying)

For one, I don't think Miuki wanted to share Faruru, but was just talking about the canon characters in general. I know I was rude, but if I feel the need to say it I will. You know what took me the longest part in my speech? My message to Miuki. That's right, not the other 3 gigantic paragraphs put together, but the message to Miuki. I was already struggling to find words to say to her. Not to mention, when half your brain's still thinking about an essay about WWII and you're in the middle of the night your brain doesn't exactly think of "happy-lucky nice things".

I've stated in literally almost every single thread (and my speech one) that I KNOW AND I WAS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO. Sorry for the caps, but that was to make it clear, not yelling. I am well aware of my character situation, and I'm still thinking about which characters to use. I've grown on all of them, and suddenly saying "Hey, you need to get rid of them" is really hard. I'm already trying to choose the last character since Shion and Jewlie are a given for Dream SHiMer, and I have to say, it's not that easy.

Well when I am confused, I question it. StarMiya, we do things differently. You prefer to use force, and I'm not saying it's bad. It's your own way, and I respect that. My way is to try and solve it, and if it causes someone to leave or get depressed, I write a speech to try and cheer them up. It's my way, and you should respect that's how I do it like I respect yours. I'm also not the type who likes to be forced, especially with making decisions. I've had that sort of thing in the past, when one of my friends decided to be my mouth and answer for me. It was uncomfortable, I didn't like it, and most of all I was depressed because of that. It might work on Hanako, but I was assuming I was her and how I would feel.

Ok I'm not writing ANOTHER speech about this, so let's just drop it.