Board Thread:PriPara Idol Academy Newspaper/@comment-26809367-20151003172627

Ummm, that's harder than it looked like to say

I'd start writing a looong post so you'll understand (OMG I feel like Yurika)

I never had a friend who was exactly like me with who I watched PriPara together... I've been thinking an awful lot of time before founding the wiki... It all began in summer

I always wanted a persona like Yurika Todo's and... omg can't type anymore... GUESS IT BY YOURSELVES- no I just have to say it bc I'm lying to my friends who were always nice to me!!!

I wanted to bring smiles to little girls who liked Falulu Bokerdole, or, should I say, Vocaldoll, by making them think they were talking with the real one (once I was a Super Mario fan, and was in a forum whele people used the characters' names and I thought they were real, it was really funny coming on that forum when school finished, btw I was 6 XD) just like I did.

That's why I'm lying- I actually haven't got any neighbour who likes PriPara, any FRIEND outside you... Falulu is my neighbour who likes PriPara right? Then why am I saying I haven't got friends who like PriPara?

Should be obvious

It started in July when I made a Google+ account named "Falulu Vocaldoll"

It was my "persona" I made to make others enjoy. But that began to change, I really, really, wanted a friend (even if fake) who likes Falulu like me! Even if I was writing and replying by myself, (doh that sounds weird) that made me feel like I really had a friend...

It sounds stupid and childish, but try it once with your internet persona and you'll see what I mean! Talking to a friend who just is like you, even if she doesn't exist...

This means Falulu is leaving the wiki- or should I say a part of me is leaving the wiki

As the time passed I felt like I didn't actually need a persona, and internet started to crash so I couldn't use my 2nd account anymore, it was getting painful, and there was this feeling of being a liar to you all

I was never bothered by it that much, I thought Falulu could make you happy but that wasn't funny anymore, I was SCARED, scared I might lose all my friends if they discovered it- it isn't fair to say it at this point (reference) but I just can't keep lying forever!

I hope you understand me...

...now you all hate me, right...?

If you really hate me... I'll leave wikia... And not as Falulu, as Hanako...

I'm really sorry I just couldn't say it.

I'd be really happy if you didn't mind but I can't tell you what to say

Just please stay in the wiki even if I leave and make it grow so that more people can make their own PriPara

IF YOU DON'T MIND- writing this to get rid of this depressing aura I've got- I'll be super happy because YES! 