Thread:Hanako Inoue/@comment-26365532-20170707134611/@comment-26809367-20170707152624

Ok then what chat?

I was having real life issues too? And the reason I said it was because you clearly was chatting with Mana during your "hiatus"? I recall sending you messages and getting max. one reply then being ignored? I don't care if you forgot, in my P.O.V. it was you ignoring me. I had all reasons to react like that...

The fact that our friendship was broken about stupid statements by yours truly is anime-tier as well. It's more like that forced drama that happens for plot reasons actually...

And truth to be said it's better if I give up you know. I ALREADY UNDERSTOOD IT'S MY FAULT DAMN IT

THERE'S NO REASON TO KEEP TALKING ABOUT IT

(Not yelling, I'm highlighting)

I already understood I'm an insensibile jerk, there's no need to say more about it. I also understood I'm an hypocrite for saying this after all that's happened.

Yeah I'm better off dead you know? If you stopped reminding me that I'd be extremely grateful, and also I'd get my point across for once.

I pretty sure am not the only one who went through bad times am I? Then stop talking to me as if I were guilty as hell coz I already know.

I didn't want this to happen and I didn't want to be born as a poor broke idiot with no social skills whatsoever and I surely didn't ask to be an egotistical jerk either

However this is just too much

I repeat: I know I deserve this, I know I deserve this and I know you have all rights to let me die in a hole and I surely know I'm an Hibiki-tier jerk lol

You dislike her so it's natural you dislike someone like me XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Then let me be an egotistical Hibiki-tier retarded jerk again:

I didn't want to break our friendship

Heck, it was one of the only things I cared back then

What do I have to do for you to forgive me? I swear I'll kill myself if you ask me to do it. I'm capable of doing that.

I still care about you and I never stopped doing so for Jewlie's sake, damn it.

And I know I'm contradicting myself by saying this.

I wish we could just throw away what we said back then. It isn't so hard. It really isn't. What's so hard in accepting the fact I was an hypocritical idiot and regret it? I already accepted the fact you had your reasons for what you did...

Don't pull the "we're different" card again. And also I don't want a 100% biased angry reply either.

I repeat, tell me what to do and I'll do it.

Tell me how to earn back your trust and I'll do it.

I won't accept things like "it's impossible" because it's exaggerating.

That said, goodnight.