User blog comment:Hanako Inoue/Another leaving mess/@comment-34903994-20170209200840/@comment-26809367-20170209203143

Well, I can't really say what I said on the blog post is ALL. I'd have no reason to be depressed just coz that xD

I've been physically and psychologically bullied for my ehole life. Like it's been 8 years as of now so sorry it's been more. In grade school I would be beat up everyday and they even broke my glasses by smashing me against a wall. And when I'd tell my teacher, she's just abuse me more~! (this is true lmao.)

Plus my larents divorced at the age of 8. My mother would accuse my father of being a maniac with 4 partners (which for what I know coyld easily be real too) and I'd have to hear them everyday. My classmates also knew about my dad and started with the psyxhological bullying and eventually ended up calling me "daughter of a sex maniac and the person he abused" ehich ISN'T true as a fact coz he wouldn't go that far.

I spent all my childhood like this, but while you had friends I didn't. My best friebd dumped me after I wasn't useful to her anymore. I also fell in love (well, "love" lmao) and was just used and betrayed on. This really hurt me and plus my family was split in two.

My mom's parents eould be by my father's side and so I was alone with my mom. Nobody cared about us, and my mom hated her whole family and we ended up being kicked away to another region...

Where thibgs got worse. We ended up with no money abd no emotional support. And the people were complete jerks. It was awful. And still is. Everyone excluded me just because I wasn't native from their region, and nobody would talk to me. Just insults

And whenwver some teacher got mad everyine would blame and insult and punxh me and obviously the teachers believed that so I once got a lot of very bad grades too. I was really suicidal, and my only friend was literally a Nintendo DS Lite.

Which my mom broke and sold when I got a bad grade because of the bullying. Ayup I had nothing anymore.

And so I went on totally depressed till now. Well, I have another DS and the wiki but things aren't exactly better because the bullying even got worse when it came up all this mess caused me to probably be bipolar. I'm suicidal 70% of the day and cry myself tp sleep most of the times, even though I don't want to pfft.

I wanna run away. But I'm poor and alone. Sad and hilarious, you may laugh at me and say I lied xD