Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-26809367-20180709215543

These past days I've been either busy (I had a plane flight that was the most stressful thing ever) or depressed so I'll go on yet another semi hiatus and yeah all crap you know. Moreover I had to go through the roller coaster of realizing I have feelings for a very important friend and more stuff that didn't exactly improve the quality of my day. I'm happy beyond bounds to be her friend and she's my whole life but just thinking how ALONE I am makes me feel like crap.

I'm honestly thinking about quitting with Dreamy Event and DeRi because let's face it, I can't manage them on my own, and...

I seriously lost my knack for writing stories.

I thought it was just me being depressed, but now it's been 7 months I struggle with going ahead with this.

At first rping and writing were a stress relief and a VERY FUN thing to me, but now it's just becoming yet another chore and dead weight on me and I'm seriously going to cry because I can't go on anymore.

I keep writing and writing more plots not because I like it, but because that's the only thing I have in life.

So, I'm really sorry. Stop getting your expectations up for DeRi because I don't know when I'll be coming back.

I'm sorry if I keep disappointing you in this way...

I won't be surprised if no one replies to the next episode. 