Thread:MayaAurora~/@comment-26809367-20160520141712/@comment-26483927-20160520205111

Btw Hanako, if it helps...

I'm actually alone too. Behind this wiki I'm friendless at school and everyone makes fun of me. I thought making a wiki would make it better, but I guess my wiki was just made by the wrong person. I have very few friends (They're mexican), They sometimes don't even let me sit by them because they have this 'spanish' thing. Then my stupid self skips lunch since I have nowhere to sit. Then, there was this one time when they didn't want to go to lunch. I wanted to, they even yelled at me to go. I decided not to go as well, since I don't want be alone at lunch. We decided to sit by a bathroom and just play on our phones. But then, as I went to explore the bathroom (I didn't know they had a bathroom so I was mesmerized) I came out and they were gone. I then went to class to write in my notebook about it. I wrote about how I was a burden to them and all my teachers. They then came back acting like NOTHING happened.

I mostly sit by them at lunch, but ever since their friend came, I haven't had a chance to really talk to them. I guess my excuse to sitting by them now is because my friend and her friend use my phone. And since I always get bad looks and high expectations from everyone, I always want something good to happen when I get home. Like my wiki being positive and active, but I never come home to see that anymore. I always try to act happy by doing "xD, XD", etc. But the truth is there's always a friend I lose on wiki, like for instance, Chrismh. She USED to be my best friend. And there's always a problem I have at school.

Then there's home.. This is really personal but I'm willing to tell you it. Long time ago, my dad started hitting on my cousins mom, and I think my sister told my mom. My mom got angry, so she went to his room and they started fighting. My mom called the police, and he was sent to Spain. I never got to see my dad again. Then, we were forced to get out of our homes because of the money my mom had.. my mom was....broke....jobless. We finally found an apartment and stayed there for 2 years though. But after that my mom made me transfer again to a new home. I transferred through 3 schools, and I never got to see my friends again. At my first school, I shaved to give hair to cancer patients, but everyone called me baldy, sometimes hit me, and made fun of me. I never cared, but I was always hurting without even knowing it.

And now, my friend keeps calling me a bad name and saying she'll beat me up, when I was playing around with her. I know she's messing around, but that's not something to be joking around about. I bet on Monday, everythings gonna be sad like it always is for me. I have nothing to look forward to in life....

Except for PriPara.