Thread:WakaFromStarAnis/@comment-28486990-20160812161831/@comment-26809367-20160812212417

You didn't create a fuss, and we don't remember you as an insane coding weirdo or whatever!! If we say we're leaving as well, we MEAN it. PIA won't be the same for us without you, Waka I thought we had settled stuff with your mother but hey my mother said the same exact thing. Not kidding here Though she understood me when I told her -I just explained everything last night btw- how I feel about this, how I could find real friends, our projects, lol I ironically even told her how I met you all

I'm not trying to quote Ivanly But really what she told me made me realize how much I care about this place and can't let it go... So yeah I'll be saying what she made me understand from my P.O.V.:

So one day this person gets up and misses the notification button and starts a wikia as mistake (11/10 me) so remembers the RPs with her dumb cousin (who ironically has a similar name to Mary, not kidding xD) and starts a rp wiki out of boredom There she meets a genius who in her P.O.V. is just amazome (?????????) to know all that coding so yeah she admires her a lot Ofc first I met Miya, then Ivanly, Usagi, Yuki, all admins, Hime, Seto, Laura, Miuki, Omega (...) etc and yeah but this is about you now

This person is actually shocked cause ironically she stalked Waka a few times on PP Wiki (11/10 legit, I ironically used to stalk Ivanly and Miya too xD) The wiki actually grows, much to her surprise so yeah, an awful lot of very fun stuff happens All the events no one joined in except us xD Chatting with you guys everyday, MIRAI'S ULTIMATE KICK!!!, reading Negai, being weirdos xDDD Ivanly reminded me how awesome all this stuff was and I can't believe I actually forgot that awesomeness

The wiki grew... and grew... and we all eventually forgot its purpose, the fun we had those days suddenly disappeared and got replaced by the goal of getting even bigger and perfect (at least for me) or smth It was very sad when I realized this I had became a total jerk who obsessed on rules and off-topic to the point I dropped RPing and chatting with you guys

Now... After realizing how many happy memories there were here, with you, the admins, all my friends, Mary too!, she was awesome!... Can I really let go of this place? Can I? Can you? Look if you want we can even have another talk with your parents But the only one who can choose if we CAN do it is you.

I'm sure a lot of happy memories will lie in this next year too. So I'm not giving up yet. Yeah I have a few problems with other users as well, I'm rude, I literally wanted to stop Omega from doing something he had ALL RIGHTS to do and it was HIS OWN WIKI (ok I was a jerk yeah) and you call rejecting a request rude? I was a jerk for a while thanks to my stupid mood swings But now thanks to what I realized I'm happy and I'll work hard to become like the old Hanako I won't ever ever ever forgive myself for being a jerk like that and NO ONE INTERRUPT THIS TO SAY I WASN'T THIS IS ABOUT WAKA, but who said we can't just... forget it? Like, with a mistake we dig an hole, but we can still cover it again can't we (omg the moments I can't express myself without saying dumb stuff)

Just forget all the mistakes and fights

I can assure you we ALL and I mean ALL do that!!

These things happen and it's COMPLETELY normal! Because we're all human aren't we? Everyone already forgot it imo There are things I can't move on from and those are also moments I was a jerk, like once I physically bullied people ONLY because I was weak and being bullied myself. Did I ever forgive myself for that?? Well no, BECAUSE IT WAS WHEN I WAS 7 AND I STILL DIDN'T FORGET IT TYJHG STOP HAUNTING ME// slapped

Irl I'm totally a jerk and worse, but way worse and ruder than I can be here when angered! Still my friend forgot that because they DO care about me and know I act like this because I suffer a lot from a lot of family issues I can't move on from since I was 5

So yeah just forget it! You can even put it aside but you can't let something like that bring you down and make you do thinks you'll regret I learnt that the harsh way (and yet I refuse to do that myself, but it's because I'm a jerk xDDDD) I want you and everyone here to be happy

So please, put it aside, we're all waiting for you.