Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-26365532-20161029005131

Right so it's probably not even news anymore since Hanako's told a lot of people but yes, I am in fact leaving on November 10.

What makes me really mad is "Oh, since she's leaving I am too." like wow guys. Are you guys really that stupid? Everyone and PIA can survive without me, so why are YOU leaving? Because I'm not here anymore? It's not as if I'm gonna go die by jumping off the Harbor Bridge or smth in Australia, it honestly doesn't make any sense. Since WHEN does me leaving equal you guys leaving?

The only reason I was hesitant to leave was just this. Thanks to NenShion my wiki experience, I knew someone would eventually just say "Oh, I'll leave too then." like it wasn't a big deal. WELL IT IS. You guys are all just leaving coz me, and what am I leaving for? Better grades? Because parents told me to? What's the real reason everyone's leaving? Who or what's fault is it? IS there even someone to blame? The answer is no.


 * Hey, you said you were gonna leave when Waka was gonna leave as well you know...

Yeah, I was. That's when I realized how dumb I was for doing that. I mean, I know we're all nice friends in this huge community called PIA, but that doesn't mean we follow each other wherever we go. We all have lives and different circumstances, and sometimes that means goodbyes have to come.


 * What about all those fun times we had together?! Are you just gonna pretend they didn't happen?

No, ofc not. PIA is a great part of my life, and I can't forget it. Or so I thought... That was how I would've ended off my speech like a week ago if I was leaving then, but that was then and this is now. Don't even ask me why. I have no idea. I just don't feel the same "happiness" or whatever you wanna call it that I felt several weeks ago. Where'd it go? Hanako claims it didn't go down the drain, and if it didn't I have no idea where it went. It probably went to sleep or smth coz it was tired of being shot down every time a mess happened.

Basically, just cut it out. I never wanted this to be a huge mess. I preferred if it was just "WHAT?", then maybe a few chats with me and then I leave and everyone's happy, but obviously the last point wasn't possible. What do you guys want me to do? Say I'll go on a super long hiatus and never come back?

Anyways, I hope I do get at least one day in our last two weeks together where we can just have fun together.

See ya. 